im glad we're still friend.

as the title says! yeah! =D

i still couldnt resist the temptation to post this one though!

classic constipated expressions! hahaha

Of affection, one way streets and falling maple leafs .

yes i know, i seldom do double back to back posts.
but yeah, thinking bout what she said bout spilling your heart felt emotions in my blog. i decided to give it a try.

after all i have been through.pondering, worrying, relapsing back into the constant gloomy mood, i am deciding to put a fullstop to everything.
true, i believe i did not go wrong in what i have done for her but sometimes when it's time to let go you just simply know it.

through ups and downs i stuck by you.
when times were impossible i tried making them possible and less painful though i might fail at times.wait.maybe fail most of the time.
i'll cry with you , smile with you, jump for joy when u got what you always wanted, share the pain ,laughter.
if you could just see it.
anyway a special shout out to Grace Low,who has stuck with me the entire time. Curing wound after wound, cut after cut and bruise after bruise.
thank you for being there when i needed someone. True now, you're not just someone but a person whom i know i can trust and lay my life upon. Yeah, the klang bak kut teh offer still stands when i get my car back =)

omggg grace! while i was browsing through your facebook i found this photo of you! i never knew you did modelling!

for now, i'll just let things be and see what time will tell.

of the person who finds joy in simple things and the most genuine and caring among the lot.

to yong sern,happy birthday!

true, things have not been going our way the past few weeks. it doesnt mean due to this our friendship should end here.
i just wanna say thanks for all the memories. be it gay or straight,
whacky and insane,
simple or complicated.
yes i do remember the times my bro and i would spent lepaking at your place, chilling and talking various cock and bull stories.
the time where we swore the oath of being TUBU's ( i shall not mention the meaning of this.Go figure!) and FUBU's(this all of you should know!=p) for life.
when no one but us and shaun (sometimes chee huang)
seek comfort and solace from the time spent owning and getting owned by people in Esteem, Blitzone and even Zone-X.people calling us lifeless and computer freaks did not deter us from doing our thing. even to the point of desperation into coming to our house and pawning the ass out of us in one on one games. puffing all the way in the room opening windows and all.

the times where we go so crazy craving over a puff of sisha and the hogging of a sisha tong stoning and just having massive loads of crazy fun. Be it lame, stupid and dumb i did actually had loads of fun.
the times where u comfort me in the admist of blarring emotions and anger towards someone.
the times u actually went to play basketball for the sake of pleasing us as we constantly bug u to play.which in fact u do play way better then me at times.
do u actually realise that we are the most organised ones. we get all restless when a plan is not planned .(literally) .
i remember the times we were actually suppose to club. and you would go

"Hey whats the plan tomorow!"
"plan?!?! what plan!?! i dont have a plan! crapp!"

and together we start planning into detail everything thats going to happen so nothing screws up.
it was you among the rest who i actually trusted without any doubts into keeping my secrets, dark moments and joyful ones.
you never failed to safeguard them no matter the situation. i never once doubted you. true if you were to ask me into borrowing a thousand bucks i would not hesitate and lend it to you. that was how big was my trust in you.

the time where we could hang out just trashing around talking bout ure past and mine and where it hurt the most. the times we argue over stupid silly things about how much more longer an intense is to dunhill !*how much lamer can our conversations get*

coming to realise after writing this post. we do have a lot in common though buddy.

CNY! Woohooo !!

yessss finally some blogging material worth updatinggg!

ooohhh . i had the best CNY ever! yes, and im not being sarcastic here. you see, CNY is a time where everyone gets the best of both worlds. Confused? Let me elaborate.
you get to spend time gallivanting and woohoo-ing with ure family members/frens/acquaintances/FUBU's/TUBU's/sex partners.
AND YET, At the same time you also get to replenish your always.dry.and.out.of.cash wallet which i assume happens to everyone because it's always this case with me.
so yea! there u go! the best of both world! hah!

k i had a totally crazy CNY. the best one through out the 19years i lived! let the pics do the talking.yes, i know, damn yeng right !!got so many "mah chai" samo!

this was at ee mei's house.

taken at hong kiew's place.



fuhh gila posing .at my place !=Dgay much?>.>
and yessss sandiya i missss youuu soooososososososososooso x10000000000 much!