At the rate things are going, it just justifies my belief to never believe in forever.彩虹的旁邊 有星星幾點 迫不及待在眨眼

Sometimes when studies, social life, girls, sports take a toll where they consume so much of your time that you dont even realise the amount of quality time you spend with the people closest to you, who would support you no matter what, who are your pillars of strength, guidance and confidence, people who understands you the most.

to the people who are having their exams and are stressed out ready to pull your hair out of its roots, lemme enlighten you with a small dosage of humour. This guy is simply hilarious considering the fact that i am not a fan of self depreciating type of humour. enjoy ;D

From just the usual hi-bye. 拼命想挽回的从前

because you give me something to look forward to besides the dreaded Monday blues,
because tutorials seem to pass so fast with u sitting right in front amplifying the otherwise boring naggings of the tutor,
because i smile to myself thinking about those cute little things u describe in detail,
because i got to know you in such a short time.Nom Nom Nom!

They kick you while you're already down.

Today on the way back home from uni, i witnessed a very disgusting and upsetting incident. As i was driving on the Old Klang Road, a motorcycle suddenly skidded and the motorist got thrown off his bike. As he was thrown off his bike he skidded along the road for several metres along with his bike. Judging from the speed that the other vehicles were travelling on the road since the traffic light was green, he was lucky there were no cars behind him otherwise he would be crushed to a pulp of human meat already under those tyres.

Here's the disgusting part, as he skidded along the road his handphone/wallet (im not really sure which was it) bobbed out of his pocket. Another motorist riding behind him stopped and u-turned to fetch the handphone/wallet and scooped it up. I was thinking to myself how nice of him to actually help the poor fella when thats the least he could do.

Much to my surprise that rotten motorist just scooped up the handphone/wallet and sped off with it. The poor injured guy could only stand, look and point at the thief who was speeding away with his valuables. What an epitome of cruelty.

Anyway i got pretty disturbed by that incident so i went to watch some funny videos posted by my friends in Facebook and stumbled across this very, very, Very courageous dude who had the bravery to actually sing in front of the camera lens with a voice like that! hahaha! i was pratically laughing till i almost cried! Here's the video. Enjoy! ;D



If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, I would say once, because you never really left…

Two souls with but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one. 彩虹的旁邊 有星星幾點 迫不及待在眨眼

Im officially fucked for my finals! yeah and my brain doesnt want to start pumping out its Brain Juice. finals is just a month away and im not even halfway through with the revision. so much for trying to be productive during the holidays.
Kit Meng can study one HAI MAI!??

Anyways on a lighter note, im going for a play called Wacky Bar on Sunday night at Jaya 1. Its supposed to be a comedy or something close to it with hot women in it. sincerely i mega doubt whether Amber Chia would be able to crack a joke that would make half of the audience laugh. Heck, you still cant get the best of both worlds! where beauty comes in first and sense of humour comes in lets say, 3rd from the last? its all about face, figure, boobs, and cash right?
No, seriously. im beggining to wonder how happy all the men would be when they wake up finding out that their spouses/fiancees/girlfriends/girlfriend-to-be/Fubu's were to turn into very hot women with Taylor Swift's looks and a body like Jessica Alba's with loads of cash amounting to the numbers of Bill Gates. Im pretty sure every men out there would be so excited the number of accidents on the roads goes to infinity. what about intelligence and the kind heart and attitude of a person? overrated? Go figure!

Anyways i just got a pair of uber super-duper-hyper-more-cool-than-your mama shoes! i got it while i was helping Jun Hin get a ring for his other half. ha! i feel the guilt seeping in already for spending so much cash on a darn pair of shoes.Cheers to the sohai brother and his very retard in an awesome way sister! im glad things are better already.

你的身影这么近我却抱不到 You're nothing short of my everything.

They say life has so many things to offer. It has now become so mundane and predictable that you have nothing to look forward to the next day. Gone were those carefree times where simple things like walking to the park with no worries plastered on the back of your head whispering guilt where you should be studying, helping out with the house, financial woes, love woes, drug addiction or whatsoever.

It has always been that way where time would just stand still and all your worries washed away like a river carrying pebbles with the flow of water (well in malaysia's case the river carrying loads of rubbish). When you can't tell between fervour, promises, eternity or temptation.

Then again, you have awesome friends to stick by you.4with stupid antics of these people, how can life be mundane anymore ;D

my newfound dream

right. exams week is almost over except for my last paper Econs (damn!) on thursday i have been slacking and rotting at home these past few days with my best buddy, Mankiw, N. G., (2009) Principals of Economics 5th edition, Harvard University. fuuuwahh! now even my referencing is damn good. okay back to the topic. as ive been slacking at home studying for my last paper, i had watch countless youtube videos on High Stakes Poker untill Season 4. After much contemplation, im finally determined to realise my newfound dream. what is it? hahahaha none of u might have guessed. to get enough dough, fly to L.A(Los Angelas if anyone doesnt know what it is ._. ), become a poker legend there and make my name part of history and settle down with my family there. ambitious much? you bet!

im glad we're still friend.

as the title says! yeah! =D

i still couldnt resist the temptation to post this one though!

classic constipated expressions! hahaha

Of affection, one way streets and falling maple leafs .

yes i know, i seldom do double back to back posts.
but yeah, thinking bout what she said bout spilling your heart felt emotions in my blog. i decided to give it a try.

after all i have been through.pondering, worrying, relapsing back into the constant gloomy mood, i am deciding to put a fullstop to everything.
true, i believe i did not go wrong in what i have done for her but sometimes when it's time to let go you just simply know it.

through ups and downs i stuck by you.
when times were impossible i tried making them possible and less painful though i might fail at times.wait.maybe fail most of the time.
i'll cry with you , smile with you, jump for joy when u got what you always wanted, share the pain ,laughter.
if you could just see it.
anyway a special shout out to Grace Low,who has stuck with me the entire time. Curing wound after wound, cut after cut and bruise after bruise.
thank you for being there when i needed someone. True now, you're not just someone but a person whom i know i can trust and lay my life upon. Yeah, the klang bak kut teh offer still stands when i get my car back =)

omggg grace! while i was browsing through your facebook i found this photo of you! i never knew you did modelling!

for now, i'll just let things be and see what time will tell.

of the person who finds joy in simple things and the most genuine and caring among the lot.

to yong sern,happy birthday!

true, things have not been going our way the past few weeks. it doesnt mean due to this our friendship should end here.
i just wanna say thanks for all the memories. be it gay or straight,
whacky and insane,
simple or complicated.
yes i do remember the times my bro and i would spent lepaking at your place, chilling and talking various cock and bull stories.
the time where we swore the oath of being TUBU's ( i shall not mention the meaning of this.Go figure!) and FUBU's(this all of you should know!=p) for life.
when no one but us and shaun (sometimes chee huang)
seek comfort and solace from the time spent owning and getting owned by people in Esteem, Blitzone and even Zone-X.people calling us lifeless and computer freaks did not deter us from doing our thing. even to the point of desperation into coming to our house and pawning the ass out of us in one on one games. puffing all the way in the room opening windows and all.

the times where we go so crazy craving over a puff of sisha and the hogging of a sisha tong stoning and just having massive loads of crazy fun. Be it lame, stupid and dumb i did actually had loads of fun.
the times where u comfort me in the admist of blarring emotions and anger towards someone.
the times u actually went to play basketball for the sake of pleasing us as we constantly bug u to play.which in fact u do play way better then me at times.
do u actually realise that we are the most organised ones. we get all restless when a plan is not planned .(literally) .
i remember the times we were actually suppose to club. and you would go

"Hey whats the plan tomorow!"
"plan?!?! what plan!?! i dont have a plan! crapp!"

and together we start planning into detail everything thats going to happen so nothing screws up.
it was you among the rest who i actually trusted without any doubts into keeping my secrets, dark moments and joyful ones.
you never failed to safeguard them no matter the situation. i never once doubted you. true if you were to ask me into borrowing a thousand bucks i would not hesitate and lend it to you. that was how big was my trust in you.

the time where we could hang out just trashing around talking bout ure past and mine and where it hurt the most. the times we argue over stupid silly things about how much more longer an intense is to dunhill !*how much lamer can our conversations get*

coming to realise after writing this post. we do have a lot in common though buddy.

CNY! Woohooo !!

yessss finally some blogging material worth updatinggg!

ooohhh . i had the best CNY ever! yes, and im not being sarcastic here. you see, CNY is a time where everyone gets the best of both worlds. Confused? Let me elaborate.
you get to spend time gallivanting and woohoo-ing with ure family members/frens/acquaintances/FUBU's/TUBU's/sex partners.
AND YET, At the same time you also get to replenish your always.dry.and.out.of.cash wallet which i assume happens to everyone because it's always this case with me.
so yea! there u go! the best of both world! hah!

k i had a totally crazy CNY. the best one through out the 19years i lived! let the pics do the talking.yes, i know, damn yeng right !!got so many "mah chai" samo!

this was at ee mei's house.

taken at hong kiew's place.



fuhh gila posing .at my place !=Dgay much?>.>
and yessss sandiya i missss youuu soooososososososososooso x10000000000 much!

BLAH.

to all my dear avid fellow readers who actually do drop by at this page once in a while or EVER do, i'm happy to announce my love for you all !

reasons for my sudden dissapearance from the social world :
work.(most of you might have guessed my inability to ever manage time properly)
self wallow.
and lastly, emo emo emo and emo.


working isn't that all bad considering i am lucky enough to get more.than.whacky colleagues to mess around and pass boring sessions of IT work with. As so, i'm here to proudly introduce two of my most talented-crap-talking work mates that not only brought joy but also corrupted my pure, goodiegoodie mind into a devilish one.


Introducing, Jonas Wong Ket Seong. A retarded spastic person who actually resembles bits and parts of me.Along with hes ever so witty mouth we terrorise anyone who comes into our path. Pantries and panties go tipsy turvy once we set our targets on them. Oh, and not forgetting HE IS ACTUALLY QUITE AN INTELLIGENT person.

some random facts:

• he is actually a LADIES' GUY.I shall not explain why due to the risk of him sueing me in court.
• as retarded as he seems to be, hes level of knowledge pawns almost everyone at work and i believe he owns our boss too =P. i.might.get.fired.for.stating.this.fact.
• he has a huge scope of vocab on the vulgar field which explains he is my SIFU !

2 words. GILA BABI!


Ini kisah seorang pagan yang teramat gila serta boleh berubah menjadi seorang lelaki miang bila bila masa. tak terlupa muka mimik dia seumpama seorang budak kecil dan juga perangainya yang mirip budak 5 tahun.tak terlupa dia suka mengigau tak tentu masa .

Digelar "huhu king" kerana stail gelakkannya ialah "huhu" dan bukan "haha" atau "hehe". rakan karib aku semasa kerja,lunch partner aku semasa aku tiada pompuan hangat untuk keluar dengan,my-partner-in- crime ,chess partner apabila terlalu bosan ,rakan curi tulang ke pantry berbual bual kosong.




my super "organised" cubicle. the orange thingy on the left is actually a pillow.as ive already left the company i shall now announce the secret use of the pillow =p i sleep and drool on it on many occasions during the period of my employment .

OOhHHH! i even got caught by my team leader before drooling n sleeping like a dead log. luckily my charm and charisma may have caught her offguard! she even smiled at me !
hahaha! mr.charisma man!

Fungus growing all over, literally.

To begin with my really sad sad sad sad sad sad SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDD life after finishing my A -levels, lets just say whatever i had in mind about not having to study or a stress free time didnt quietly worked as i planned.

I stayed at home ,ALONE for almost everyday as my parents went to work, my bro to skool. And so to kill my boredom off, i went out almost every single day untill every movie "i watched,i conquered".Also spent money as though my parents were printing them.
Anna and the King.


NOT TO WORRY, the highlight of my holidays, a trip to malacca!To get there, we took two cars, one driven by heng and the other by sam. I have to say this *though i might regret saying it later on*, Sam is a great,terrific,composed,steady driver. And also no thanks to the "Impossible to shut him up" co-driver,Goh Yuan.lets just put it in a nicer way, he was a pain in the ass.(haha that was the best way i could put it)
To excite our journey up, he went to depths of having an Indoor.All.Action.Car.Fight. To the extend of wanting to wham Ewe Jin with hes SHOE!And not to mention hes-ever-so-consistent statements about every car that passes by about challenging him to a race . Yepp.

Well Yuan wasnt all that bad, im sure with hes croaky laughter he kept Sam awake and focused on the road .!Cheers to him!

upon arrival and checking in the bungalow, I found a frog and a more-then-amused Heng Hwee went on an expedition to catch it .i commend hes bravery as i myself am freaked out at its size itself.

&& THEY said "lets have TIM KAI for lunch"


So here's our list of activities we did in malacca:
--> Eat upon arrival.
--> watch Tv.
--> played Cluedo.
==>Eat some more.
--> PLayed Poker and got my ass kicked dengan HUTANG DI KELILING PINGGANG.
--> Pool splash no?
-->shopped and EAT YET SOME MORE!
As u guessed, the after effects from EXCESS OF LACTOSE FROM THE CENDOL were not all that lovely.

the main event of the night? the pushing of EVERYONE,girls are also no exception(except mel and hong kiew who locked themselves up in a room) into the nasty,murky,oily,dirty,pungent pool! and im not over exaggerating the condition of the pool!
Later that night in the hotel room....things HYPED up! and i mean really HYPED!@
foursome no? just look at ewe jin's horny expression! i bet hes getting the most pleasure under the pressure =p
here is the stoned Sam and the over-hyper Suet Yi.
and whats not to like about a classic old game of Sek sek sek bom bom bom.

AND THE FOLLOWING DAY,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

semasa berjalan-jalan...the girlfren,theboyfren,the gay,the bi


and for the last scene of the day, my car got extra-pimped by i.donno.who .
TADDAAAA!anyways, thanks for the lovely memories guys. =) will be forever cherished!

Of love

somehow i summed up my courage to ask for ur phone number and asked you out for a date on valentines. beyond my wildest expectations, you agreed to go out with me. ahh the feeling of satisfaction and joy was indescribable and cant be expressed in words.
here comes the interesting part .

while preparing for my so-called date,i somehow got all of my friends involved. as naive and inexperienced i am in this romantic stuff, i started bugging Moe for help.
so we made reservations at Italiannese(which Moe did most of the talking) and i had to actually plan where to park and how do i get to Italiannese. Boy, it was way tougher than memerising bio facts. thankfully he knew 1u at the tip of his fingers. Gazzilion questions swirled in my mind.
What if she doesnt like the food?
what if thinks doesnt go out as planned?

oh and yea! not forgetting cracking and stressing up to decide which place to go before i actually picked Italiannese.I reckon if preperation for a date was this detrimental to one's health i would prolly stay single for the rest of my life.Or prolly it was just due to my psycho-analysing self i wouldnt have cracked down on the stress and nervousness.

so minutes before the time to meet i had cockroaches in my tummy (i redefined butterflies to give a stronger impression im more than nervous) i checked myself and got ready to go.
THANKFULLY, everything went out smoothly.(or so i think).
and since then, my beautiful fairytale started.

As a quote goes, "all good things will come to an end"..

we started to distant ourselves due to exccesive amount of pressure from college work and personal life. different schedules and different class timing contributed.

Have you ever gone somewhere and done something completely out of character?Taken a huge risk with the hope that everything will turn out in you favour?
well i did. i even tried transforming myself for her so that the two of us can walk the path of life together. But sometimes, no matter how hard you force a piece into a puzzle, it just doesnt fit in.

I don't know why she never contacts me since then, but I know she has her reasons. maybe she is busy adapting to her new college life. or maybe she has forgotten me? No can't be! How can that be? How can the scenarios that have been taken place be so easily forgotten? The day I knew her, our chats, the movie, dinner, orange squishy mango juice sipping , the unexpected rain, the cuddle and every other tiny little details. Is this piece of dreamland meant to be only a dream?


so as hard as it may be, ill let you go and the memories we once had will forever be a part of who i am today.



talking bout love,
i stumbled upon this heart touching love story. it's a must read. =)


The passengers on the bus watched sympathetically as the attractive young woman with the white cane made her way carefully up the steps. She paid the driver and, using her hands to feel the location of the seats, walked down the aisle and found the seat he'd told her was empty. Then she settled in, placed her briefcase on her lap and rested her cane against her leg. It had been a year since Susan, 34, became blind. Due to a medical misdiagnosis she had been rendered sightless, and she was suddenly thrown into a world of darkness, anger, frustration and self-pity. And all she had to cling to was her husband, Mark.Mark was an Air Force officer and he loved Susan with all his heart. When she first lost her sight, he watched her sink into despair and was determined to help his wife gain the strength and confidence she needed to become independent again.Finally, Susan felt ready to return to her job, but how would she get there? She used to take the bus, but was now too frightened to get around the city by herself. Mark volunteered to drive her to work each day, even though they worked at opposite ends of the city. At first, this comforted Susan, and fulfilled Mark's need to protect his sightless wife who was so insecure about performing the slightest task.Soon, however, Mark realized the arrangement wasn't working. Susan is going to have to start taking the bus again, he admitted to himself. But she was still so fragile, so angry - how would she react? Just as he predicted, Susan was horrified at the idea of taking the bus again."I'm blind!", she responded bitterly. "How am I supposed to know where I am going? I feel like you're abandoning me."Mark's heart broke to hear these words, but he knew what had to be done. He promised Susan that each morning and evening he would ride the bus with her, for as long as it took, until she got the hang of it. And that is exactly what happened. For two solid weeks, Mark, military uniform and all, accompanied Susan to and from work each day.He taught her how to rely on her other senses, specifically her hearing, to determine where she was and how to adapt to her new environment. He helped her befriend the bus drivers who could watch out for her, and save her a seat.Finally, Susan decided that she was ready to try the trip on her own. Monday morning arrived, and before she left, she threw her arms around Mark, her temporary bus-riding companion, her husband, and her best friend. Her eyes filled with tears of gratitude for his loyalty, his patience, And his love. She said good-bye, and for the first time, they went their separate ways. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday... Each day on her own went perfectly, and Susan had never felt better. She was doing it! She was going to work all by herself.On Friday morning, Susan took the bus to work as usual. As she was paying the fare to exit the bus, the driver said, "Boy, I sure do envy you." Susan wasn't sure if the driver was speaking to her or not. After all, who on earth would ever envy a blind woman who had struggled just to find the courage to live for the past year? Curious, she asked the driver, "Why do you say that you envy me?"The driver responded, "It must feel good to be taken care of and protected like you are." Susan had no idea what the driver was talking about, and again asked, "What do you mean?"The driver answered, "You know, every morning for the past week, a fine-looking gentleman in a military uniform has been standing across the corner watching you as you get off the bus. He makes sure you cross the street safely and he watches until you enter your office building.Then he blows you a kiss, gives you a little salute and walks away. You are one lucky lady." Tears of happiness poured down Susan's cheeks. For although she couldn't physically see him, she had always felt Mark's presence. She was lucky, so lucky, for he had given her a gift more powerful than sight, a gift she didn't need to see to believe - the gift of love that can bring light where there is darkness.

Controversy problems & dedication to remy and moe also ghazal yoges sakun and the rest.

So, i finished my exams . And as a maniac as i am with hyper pent-up 1 and a half years energy i exploded myself on the basketball court.

Yea you might have guessed.
i sprained my ankle. badly.
to make matters worst, i have promised my frens to attend their farewell plans.(remy's going back to france and moe back to Sudan)
yet goh yuan's birthday is the same day.
crap! if being torn apart isnt enough, my dumb ankle hurts like hell.

Caution.! never be too hyper while ure playing basketball.

so back to main topic.

i still haven been able to find that true one.

im not vying for attention neither am i seeking for symphaty.

to remy and moe who i will not see after a long time. i wish u guys an early good.luck.in.life and thanks for your guidance and irreplacable memories we had.

the trip to pangkor,the getaway from classes, the not.going.and.skipping.classes to go to starbucks and cheers to the mischieve we bring into every class.

to moe's inacapability to ever finish his pure math homework on time while saving my ass due to ms.loh always targeting him .the crazy attitude u have just crazily ammuses me .the always careless one who breaks chem apparatus like the number of raindrops falling into the ocean.no one can top ur record .and to the times we skip class to just hang around and comment on chicks arguing which is hotter or preeetier. Cheers to your absolutely.unique.illneverunderstand. your taste in chicks.

to remy's always cheering me up and pushing me forward whenever im down and hes ability to carve a smile no matter what.dude ure a friend ill never regret befriending. the oh-so-graceful football u play and the genius of biology u were .to the achievements we had together ,the runner up for futsal and top 5 in bball due to the fact u were playing .though we sometimes have missunderstandings, i know u'll always have my back whenever i fall.

To Ghazal. my forever.by.my.side.no.matter.what.happens friend who manages to lit my at times gloomy days.and the patience u have in teaching me math and mechanics is unbelievable.
i still wonder how much patience u have when i ask funnily-retarded questions. and cheers to the time we had for 1 and a half years giving ms.loh and any lecturer a head ache.
you never judge me for who i am and always stand by me.

and also to Sakun, whom i dont have a picture of. the first imppresion of u was that when u first saw me you thought i was a gangster or some messed up dude! haha. wonder how my hair gave me such an imppresion. u were always the baby among the group. the cutest one among all and the no-nonsense person. i seriously enjoyod the time spent with u thru dis 1& a half years.

and to Yoges, the always-stoning-and-blur guy. you have a heart of gold.thanks for the coaching for certain subs i never liked.and the think positive attitude u instilled into me.u will always be a role model i look up to.not to mention ur slow mind due to *i shall not reveal why reasons* haha!since we all know =)'

seriously u guys have been the gems in my life. and i thank you all and wish u all the best in your future till we meet again. ill miss u guys and each one of u have a place in my heart. i cherish every moment we had .

Post-exam plans

My final.of.the.finals has finally ended.

im starting to laugh hysterically to myself(no kidding) just thinking of all the freedom im gonna get after all this messed up academic stress thats been bugging me for a year and a half.

So! i lined up my plans right after i finished the exam.

I WANT THE JOY OF SELLING MY TEXT BOOKS OFF TO THE JUNIORS AS A HANDOVER OF LONG TIME SUFFERING =P

First im gonna sleep my heart out! minimum 12 hours.

-> party like a wild dog a day after that.

-> play basketball whenever and wherever i like

=>laze around and stone in my room whenever i like.

=>fiddle around with my car. which reminds me i want a heck.unique.cool spoiler and skirtings for my car. and also chromium rims.

was wondering if anyone kno a place where i can get blow-up valves for my car(and no its not a sex toy)? please drop a comment if u do.

oh ya i never posted pictures of my uber looking super cool.mega.oneofakind car of mine yea. so here goes.=)

no car so yeng as mine one lahh =P

anyways after the final exams. all joy will come to an end. as tought as it may be, we had to bid our final farewell to each other. though extremely emotional, we managed to somehow thrash the whole of pizza hut in 1u with our wild.filled.with.excitement chitter-chatters and final gosips.

my more.then.a.lecturer person to me. thanks for all ur guidance and high levels of patience(not to mention tolerance) toward my always out.of.the.world actions

and so ill end this post while listening to the song kenangan terindah . ahh , i hope we all will meet again some day, some time , some place. keep your fingers crossed =) au revoir!

pure math? Was as hard and tough as a virgin's hymen!

so i started off the day with basketball untill all of us were tired and went to ABC mamak.


during our convo. thr...


park leng: eh lets go for badminton!


goh yuan: yea yea lets go.


me : (ok lets split this part of monologue to two parts)




my inner voice: hey, u promised urself that u will study for the last paper after bball!
me: ya, i realli shud do tht and not go and play badminton.
so...after MUCH pondering, i decided heck!! life is now! i will just go and play badminton for a while and come back and study.
so we went at 3. got back at 6 !
hahaha so much for "playing for a while".

took this pic on my way driving to badminton.cool abstract huh =P

oh .and so my highlight of the week, what ammused me the most was my inability to complete the pure math paper which i was so confident of scoring before the exam as i literally WORKED MY ASS OFF FOR IT!


*flashback* to the time before and while i was having my pure math exam.

7.30 left house to be there by 9 for the exam.

ok , so things didnt go out as planned . unfortunately, there had to be a massive jam on my exam day!
so i arrived late for 5 minutes.
sputtering profusely my apologies i ran to my table and started the paper.
i smiled to myself as i did the first question.
piece of cake.
started second question. hmm.. this looks hard.. ill come back to it later.
so started third question.. some silly retarded question demanding pure retard-ness from a person to be able to answer it..so i did it and got my answer X=O. and they wanted three significant figures, and i go what the heck. i just wrote my answer as O.OO !
thre ! isnt tht retarded of me? judging my answer is already obviously wrong.

so at the fourth question i got stuck , so as the fifth , the sixth and my sad story continues on.
unlike the past years. which was easy and friendly to do.. this time the paper was as HARD AS A VIRGIN'S HYMEN!!(ok im using it as a figure of speech)

i got all depressed after the exam. . at least a dose of Wild Hogs laughing myself silly at rem's house managed to ease my whatever sadness and dissapointment i had.

so now ill start with the interesting issue..





ok to be careful to avoid any flaming or blacklisting or the fact i might go to jail for posting this post. i will be as sweet and corny as possible for my 'love and affection' for BN.

HIDUP BARISAN!

i was so shocked at the time where the new price fuel was announced..
my original full-tank price was RM 70. and now with the new price mine almost reached RM 120!
hahaha there goes all my money. AND YET! "He"(not mentioning hes name as u all might have guessed) was cheeky enough to say "Malaysians now can enjoy the "benefits" of expensive petrol"
I went like OMGWTFRETARDEDNESS!

something to be proud of =)

ok so well the day started off not as we actually planned it to be.

lemme summarise the whole "kucar-kacir" chronology tht went on today .

so we planned a group study, ghazal,remy moe and i.

as usual 3 of us arrived on time left wondering where the heck moe is.

unsurprisingly he overslept =_=

so i became the taxi driver ,fetched him and TADAAA !

all four of us got lost !(not very uncommon though suggesting the people i was with with overly-progressive records of getting lost)

HAHa ghazal u kno i still trust ur sense of direction =). and remy the ever-oh-so-confident with hes navigator led us to yet another wrong road.!

ah well so we onli started studying at 2.30 .

So here comes the exciting part , someone which i will not mention his name stepped on dog shit after three of us missed it and pointed out to him of its presence .

hahaha.

due to exccesive smelly ordour from it i shall just post a pic without revealing his identity =P

as the intensity of studying progresses, the surroundings of my room changes ..

ugh exams .the most dreaded word to hear

been slacking this whole week with occupying my time with things tht range to sleeping,fool-ing around with another absolute-lynothing-to-do human,my bro and bballing.
i regret not spending time with my long lost affair with my mistress, ChemistryAlvls.
not tht shes not attractive and all, she just bores me down with boring facts =(

anyways running late for my so-called "group study".
group-outing or even group orgy suits it more.since everything we do excludes studying .
great determination i have =P

random pictures of my previous few years =)

six pack,six pack,six pack,six pack and then one pack

dont i ammuse u =)
thanks for the makeover liyana =D


below are some random retarded shots with super memories =)

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one sissy, one geek and one retard

Mumm's special day

.So my bro and i had almost conveniently forgot sunday was mother's day untill in the afternoon i (the saviour as usual) wished mum .

so as we were having dinner at esquire kitchen in carrefour(or is tht how u spell it) while waiting for the food my bro and i decided to leave my dad and my mom and go find a suitable gift .arent we sweet =)

oh and this is the part where drama comes in .

so we walked and walked and walked trying to decide what to buy.untillll we stopped at a shop full of soft toys.

the cute cj7 plushie was too cute to resist so my bro and i decided to buy it.

after buying it and thinking over it, we realised she wouldnt appreciate the toy's cute-ness.

so off we go again to find another suitable gift and found a nice necklace of silver.

after much bargaining *and my bro ogling over the store keeper which happens to look lyk a transvestite to me* (my bro thinks her bod is hot ) we bought the necklace.

after dinner after everything was over we handed mummy the present and alas she liked it =)

gaahaha arent we just sweet children =)

current *close to impposible-keepdreamingon* goals

proudly here to announce whatever resolutions i made for the new year were all failures.
can vividly remember what i told myself on the eve of 2008.

while lying on my bed getting myself cozy before i sleep ...
inner voice:i shall be more hardworking and be more productive in studies in 2008!*voice full of SEMANGAT* mind you i was passion was burning AT THAT TIME.

ok so i started the year with a the first couple of months being unexceptionally not-so-lazy .

as the months passed ....

while doing my math homework...
myself : wah so much work to do la..
inner voice: what the heck.! why am i suffering here?!!?!screw this! * dump books aside and jumps into car and zoom off to the basketball court *

Well, at least my so-called-burning-passion lasted for a few months .hahaha .
give me a book and ill use it as a pillow.
give me a question on math/chem/bio and ill give u the wrong solution
give me assignments and ill use the time for doing them thinking of excuses to give the lecturer why i didnt do it .

i TRIED ! But i cant ! my fave. phrase obtained after my more than lowly-functional-low-determination fren , Moe uttered the sentence lyk a million times in front of our math lecturer .
BUTBUTBUT..surprisingly i managed to keep a few goals still going rather strong =P
see im not all that lazy. the other goals i shall not reveal =P

oh ya anyway. i added another-yet-close-to-impposible goal to my long failed list .
--> making it for my future uni bball team . call me a dreamer with huge dreams!

uhhh..i wasted a whole day

while im supposed to be actually studying for my finals in two weeks time i actually found the time to laze around the house actually doing nothing.well , as in jalan-jalan around the house lyk i am lepak-ing in a mall or smth.
CRAPOMGWTF im Supposed to be studying .
oh well decided to be productive after lunch =)
but guess what , some little bird came along with a message that read:
" bball at wai seik kai today.pls confirm ASAP"
and i went like HECK! what the hell , playing bball for a few hours wont kill my studies .and anyway the bait was too tempting to resist =S
and so i jumped in the car with my bro and played my heart out .
oh ya the fun doesnt stop there. i went to goh yuans house and did a few math questions with him. and then guess what ?
MY LAZYNESS KICKED IN AGAIN!
crap, i went home open the pc and played a whole dotA match .
and now i screwed the whole day up without even studying for an hour .
hahahahahahaha my determination is ADMIRABLE! if anyhow anyone needs guides and advice on how to relax and stop pressuring ureself i bet im the "guru" ure finding for =)
oh ya, know what? im gonna go get a shower and start studying for tonight .
god bless me =P

my virgin blog =D

ok, the first time im writing in my veyr own blog after deciding to make one since im dead bored with nothing to do on a friday night =( due to some reasons .

First and foremost i would like to start by cautioning lots of (grammatical)errors [im not sure of the spelling or existence of this word either] . Yes i know u recommend me reffering to a dictionary but well yea, u guessed im too lazy to be bothered =P
And also yea expect some foul , stinky words to be thrown in randomly @@*rolls eyes* whats communication without vulgarity ?


ok ill start my first day off.
went college.
studied.
break
studied more
got scolded "cuckoo" by a lecturer
and the bad day list goes on ..

a conversation tht put a laugh on my face by my friends
remy : lets tell jaber ghazal loves him~!
me: alright * with a wicked grin plastered on my face*
ghazal : HAH ! tell and ill make ur face full of this mushy cheesy whatever that is sauce kit ate with his carbonara!
remy :whoa! cool down
ghazal: *threateningly engages into battle mode with spoon of mushy sauce in her hand*
remy: *uses moes hair, or shud i say head as an excellent protection against the liquid*
*War starts*

i shall not go into detail due to undescripable crazy human behaviour happening in KDU cafeteria . the people sitting beside our table looked as if we were monkeys or aborigins from some sarawak forest .

thats it for now =)tired and gonna go have my dinner